yay.. new friend.. :)

hmm.. i was so moody and its all because of you.. thank you so much for making me upset.. grrr.. i wish i could just give you a slap on your face.. hmm.. why keep acting like you care when its clear that you dont even give a fuck.. i hate you for giving those feelings.. FUCK YOU DUDE! stop acting like you care..  2 weeks holiday.. yay.. i'm going to my granny's house.. i need a break from all of this.. so i'm giving myself a break about everything.. i'm going to do my revision for PMR.. i'm going to keep distance with you.. i'll avoid you from now on..  hmm.. waahh.. yeahey.. hari nie aq dpt kwn bru.. hehe.. happy gile.. org nya baik and mesra.. untung GF nya.. hehe.. jeles aq..  bnyak yg aq t'belajar dari dia hari nie.. mostly about boys.. he is so damn funny.. haha.. balik2x aq ktawa.. anyway.. i am happy.. :)

day 2.. :)

Day One:Nine things about yourself


1.I like being alone, but hate feeling alone.


2.I’m secretly extremely insecure about everything.


3.I’m never too sure of myself and I constantly change my mind about things. 


4.I’m socially awkward a lot of the time.


5.i care too much about other people’s opinion.


6.i cry myself too sleep a little more often then i’d like.


7.i’m a bitch when i need to be.


8.I am not very confortable with my appearance, i know that’s true for most of girls but it’s a real problem trust me.


9.I am kinda lost at the moment, so many question about myself, i am so confuse.

:) day 1..

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now


1.you're a major douche lord..
2.i still love you..
3.thanks for being a good friend to me..
4.i wish you weren't so far away.
5.is everything ok between us?
6.i will never text you first.
7.i don't care about you anymore..
8.my life is pretty miserable without you now.,
9.i hope she gives you herpes..
10.i think i'm starting to like you..

i'll be doing this.. :)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

a guy that i want..

Who wants the perfect guy? Not me. I don’t want anyone perfect. I don’t want anyone normal, that’s just boring. I want someone weird. I want someone unpredictable. I want someone who lets things slide and who loves to laugh and make me laugh. I want someone who will be crazy about me, and isn’t afraid to let everyone know it. I want him to be able to tell me to shut the hell up when I am bugging him. I want someone who challenges me, in every way. I want someone who puts up with my shit, but isn’t a push over. I want someone who pisses me off, but I can never be mad at, but perfect? That’s one thing I never want, maybe just perfect for me.i want a guy that will sing me to sleep.a guy that will kick someone's ass for me when i'm mad.a guy that will wipe my tears away when i have bad dreams.a guy that will let me wear his t-shirt.a guy that will play basketball with me.a guy that will let me drive his car though he knows that i suck at driving.a guy that will let me sleep on his shoulder.a guy that i can act stupid with.a guy that will always love me and wont tell lies.. thats all.. is that too much?

what a fucking day!

i'm so fucking mad today.. gosh... i'm losing my fucking mind.. what the heck is happening to me?  everything is driving me insane.. headache + toothache? on sunday? yeah right. i can't go out.. and now my throat? and i can't sleep.. everything is fucking perfect right now!!! can't go out and can't sleep!!! what can i do?? fuck this shit!! i'm soo fucked up... what a weekend!! i feel like slamming all the doors and bang my head on the wall..  arggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need a fucking normal life!!!!!!!!!!!