:)

i dont miss having a boyfriend..I miss having someone to talk to at night..I miss being able to text someone randomly without having a reason and just to let them know i'm bored and want to talk to them..I miss having someone to look good for..i miss having someone that cared about me enough to text me good morning and good night..i miss finding myself smiling at the most randomest times..i miss the dance dance your heart does when you're about to see the person..i miss kissing someone goodbye..i miss being missed..i dont miss having a boyfriend.. i miss having a companionship..most importantly i miss having you in my life.. :)

why? why? why me?

Do you know what it feels like to be me? to feel what i feel? NO.. you dont.. so why keep acting like you know when the truth is you dont.. dont act like you know me and please stop acting like you care! you are getting into my nerves.. 


why it has to be me? huh? why me? i always think about others before myself and what do i get? heartache and tears.. my heart is breaking into pieces and all i see is you guys the people that i put first before me is having a great time.. oh Fuck, why?