matamaan ka~

''Bawat tao may kapaguran, pagod umiyak, pagod magmahal & pagod masaktan..Kaya ikaw pahalagahan mo ang taong nagmamahal sayo dahil pag napagod un, kahit mahal ka niya talaga, iiwan ka din niya.. ''

tama! oo nga nmn.. dba? lahat tayo my limits eh.. ganyan din aq.. bat q pa bha mamahalin ang taong d man lang alam mag appreciate.. ano aq? tanga? d ah.. kea nga may word na WALK AWAY..  just walk away.. wag na mag hold on.. la din kwenta.. iiwan q tlga pag napapagod na aq umiyak, magmahal at masaktan!!

may isang babae.. i'll rant it na lang in tagalog para hnd nia alm qng ano ung sinasabi q..

ang galing nia tlga mag bigay ng advice.. lalo na pag dating sa LOVE..  peo hnd nia nmn kayang gawin katulad na iniadvice nia sakin.. gaga tlga.. sarap sapakin un.. bwisit! WAG KA MAG BIGAY NG ADVICE SAKIN KUNG HINDI MO DIN KAYANG GAWIN!! move on daw sabi nia sakin.. eh ang tagal q na kea naka move on.. eh xa, habol pa ng habol pa kay qya e.. eh gusto nga ni qya e na magkabalikan kami.. ayaw q nga lang.. kasi la aqng time para sa mga ganito..  ang importante sakin ngaun ay studies ko at time for myself.. un lang.. kabwisit tlga yan babae na un.. buti na lang hnd muh alam mag tagalog! leche ka! :P 

hello November.. please be GOOD.. thnx.. :)

thank God its November now.. please be nice to me.. :) i've been sick since last friday.. the pain came and i suffered.. woohooo.. feel like dying that time.. and i nearly did something stupid.. just because i can't stand the pain, i took a knife and i nearly slit my wrist.. okay! okay! the pain is killing me!! then i had this mental break down.. huhu.. but thank God i didn't do it.. here i am still alive.. getting better now.. i just dont understand.. bakit bah kailangan q pa mag suffer qng pwde naman qqnin aq ni LORD..  ang sakit kea.. the pain is killing me.. mas masakit pa to kesa sa heartbroken.. :(  


while i was sick, i watched some Filipino drama.. i watched FULL HOUSE.. ang cute ni Heart taz ang gwapo ni Richard.. you see.. i'm a big fan of him since i was 10.. yep.. i started to like Richard when i was primary 4.. haha.. ang gwapo nya kase taz ang galing nia pa.. nakuh.. inlove na inlove tlga aq sakanya.. haha.. nakakainis tlga ung role nia sa FULL HOUSE.. pakipot pa xa taz ayaw nia pang umamin na inlove na xa kay Jessie@heart.. haha.. wawa nmn c Jessie dun.. iyak ng iyak.. kahit ang sakit sakit na, mahal nia pa talaga c Justin.. haha.. kinikilig tlga aq.. i really love it when Justin is jealous.. haha.. i'm gonna watch it again for the 2nd time.. andami kse na skip q eh.. :)


anyway.. school again bukaz.. nakuh.. kainiz.. skul ng skul.. che! bwisit.. its okay.. malapit na din holiday dba.. 3 more weeks to go.. kea muh yan A.J.. :) :)