story of my life.. Part 1.. :)

Apple Jane Rulloda Aleria.. that's my name and i was born on June 29,1994.. Some of you knows my name but not my story.. here it goes.. My mum and my two sisters means the world to me.. They are the reason why i'm still holding on and they inspire me the most..My mum is also my dad.. She is the head of the family since we left our dad.. Do you know what it feels like when your father just dont give a fuck about you? when your father never even ask how are you? ,do you need anything,how was your exam? did anyone hurt you? how was school today? well.. My father never ask me those simple questions. I do hate my father for not being there whenever i need him..  He was not there when i graduated my elementary school..He was not there when i had my first heatbreak.. He was not there on my birthdays.. There's a reason why i hate my father..He is a Jerk.. He works but all his money goes to other woman and not his family.. He would always pick fight with my mum and i would only cry while watching them fight.. I was only 7 when all the bullshit happend..So tell me what can i do back then? Nothing! theres nothing i can do to stand for my mum.. So we took the chance and left him to start a new life in the Philippines..

It was a long journey and i was so exhausted.. a 6 hours journey bus from Sandakan to Kota Kinabalu..Then a flight from Kota Kinabalu to Manila.. Then a journey bus from Manila to Aringay..I lost my my bag and my wallet, CDs, some of my school documents, my favorite blouse and jeans in the Kota Kinabalu Airport.. i was so damn sad on that day..Tita Bebot & Tito Rey fetch us at the aringay bus stop.. then we stayed at Lolo Ruding's house.. i was the first one to hit the bed and fall asleep..Becuse of the noisy noise i had to wake up at 6.00 a.m which is so fucking early for me..so waking up so damn early changed my mood that time.. i was so pissed off and everything doesn't seems right for me.. we had two months time to suit ourselves with the enviroment before school starts.. i was kinda excited when mummy told me that the school is a private school and it is a one whole day school.. bahaha.. i laughed because i thought she was just joking and it turned out to be real.. one whole day man! 

It was okay for the first month.. not bad.. i could adjust myself.. i got a lot of friends to hang out and do stupid stuff.. and then here comes love in the way.. i fell inlove and i did have a heartbreak.. bahaha.. a massive heartbreak dude.. there are few  people that had changed my life.. taught me the lesson of life.. taught me about boys.. taught me about heartbreak.. bahaha.. lame.. but yeah.. i learned okay.. :)  and there some people that left their footprints in my heart.. i could say that 1 year experience changed me alot.. i cried and i laughed.. and there some people that no matter how hard i tried to forget them, it never works and never will..